我覺得自己已經夠現實、夠理智的了
但往往仍覺得在應付你的時候
力不從心
可能還是因為太晚才開始調節自己的心態
已經被傷害
要重新出發便已來不及

其實我也知道你也在不斷改進自己
但就像是有個朋友問你借了一百萬沒有還
日後他再想向你借一毫子
你也不再願意，或覺得厭惡

上星期，你說我太自私
不願聽你傾訴
不願與你分擔負面情緒
彷彿跟我一起就只能有快樂
不像你的某些某些朋友
就算戀家
也願意花一整天的時間陪你渡過你需要人陪伴的日子

讓我覺得很悲哀
開始懷疑，自己真是一個自私的人嗎？

十年不update xanga，每次有新的entry，要不是懶有決心地說要重新開始定期更新
要不就是像今日這樣發放負面情緒
難為了看到的朋友們
但看看facebook，已不能隨心所欲
只剩下這裏，因不是常常更新
會看的，也只有一些老朋友

更新一個entry
也只是發洩發洩
我其實還是快樂的

Went to Apple's birthday party last night. Interesting picture...half of the table were speaking French and half of the table were speaking Cantonese@@ Anyway, nice party. I believe starting from yesterday, Apple will seize every chance to make me to get drunk=P

Fell asleep on the train going home after the party and forgot to get off=.=Finally, I needed to go home by taxi from Wu Kai Sha....very silly.

Went to watch 'The Edge of Love' today~Actually I was planned to watch 'Mama Mia!', but I forgot today's only 7th Sep instead of 11th Sep=.= But Keira Knightley was also great=)I like the happy ending~

Tmr is Monday again...need to go to work. I think this time I'll starting working earlier~

I don't know why but I suddenly cannot read my old Chinese entries no matter I use unicode, tranditional chinese or simplified chinese.....who can help me?

Yesterday went to cwb to have dinner with ex-5k classmates~and found out that the ex-5b gathering was just next to our table~!!! We just shouted at each other and made other people in the restaurant looked at us~=P

I find that many of us are now working in Central@@ It is like, after three years university study, all of us are gathered again at the same place. Looking forward to meet all of you on street at lunch time or after work=P

Went to McDonald after dinner. We talked about as many stupid things happened in the past as we can~~haha~really laugh die me=P But~of course~that was such a good memory and a period of happy time=)

Hope to see you all again this weekend~with Tsz Yan and Yong Ma=P

Today's the second day @new office

Facebook, msn, sms, xanga all day~~=P

But~~~~will have things to do starting from tmr=)

wish me luck

My last day @current office~

Breakfast with colleagues near office. Continue to listen gossips about my boss and other colleagues in the office just like the dinner gathering the day before yesterday~it's really...mm....

I'm late again today=P I said to my colleagues that I never go to work on time on Saturday~usually half hour late=P Just dunno why I should go to work at 9am in stead of 9:30am on Saturday.

I've just heard that the company has hired another fresh graduate to take over my position. A fresh graduate from hku translation @@" I believe that girl will also leave very soon....Actually, I strongly don't recommand my boss to hire any more fresh gradute from university to do my position......She should hire a F.3 graduate instead if the only thing this position need to do is answering rubbish phone calls and help her to bring some tissues to her room=.= Anyway~no more rubbish job~and, hopefully, no more 6-day work.